Well i have moved on ...... i now have made a different xanga ..... i dont know why because it looks exactly like this one ..... but oh well lol

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MuCh LoVe XoXo

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Today was a pretty good day.  It even started off great!  This mornin sarah picked me up at my house and drove us to panara where our soccer team was eating some breakfast.  OMG it was SO GOOD!  I had a chocolate chip muffin and that was *as sarah says* magicaly delishious(sp?) lol.  But the funny part of my morning was when me and sarah waited for like 6 minz at the "lunch line" because we thought that was where we got our drinks haha you could defenatly tell that we had never been there before lol.  In health we played soccer and thats my sport so you know i was lovin it.  Spanish Roods a bitch but shes a death bitch so yeah that was a funny class.  Math i slept the WHOLE time and it was SO NICE! lol.  Computer Apps. is always fun cause McNary is awesome!  And all i did in that class was type a little paper then i walked around.  Then after a little bit of math we had a rosary service thinger for the pope because he died.  Um didnt do much at soccer practice but thats cool with me.  Then me and garrett  went to go help some old dude make umbrella decorations but we didnt really make them we just put pocka dots on them.  Then me and garrett had to take down the easter decorations and put them in a shopping cart and while we were taking them down we just pushed each other around so that was fun.  Then i came home ate cereal and now im on the phone talking to Annie.  Tomorrow i have a soccer game at 4 and 6 over at hayden SO YA ALL BEST COME AND WATCH ME BALL IT UP LOL JAY KAY!!!  ...... well im out..... MuCh LoVe XoXo

I'm your worn in leather jacket
I'm the volume in your fucked up teenage band
A pack of smokes and a six pack
I'm the dreams you had walking down the
Railroad tracks
You and me ~ Social Distortion

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Ok then.  Well yesterday was actually pretty fun.  Because yesterday was our retreat day and we got to play some pretty fun games, eat pizza, and just hang out.  Um then today was ok i guess didnt really do anything to exiting as usual.  Science read 3 pages about god or something like that i dont know i didnt understand it.  Lit dr. whats her but (the librarian) came and talked to us about how to do a formal report but i fell asleep so i have no idea how to do it.  Religion we watched the rest of some cartoon movie and then we talked.  Um i went to the library in study hall with lisa and we sat with langer, nic, and cody so you know that was fun.  Um then nick, tom, brian, and ryan sat at the table next to us and so i sat with them for a while and then i guess we were talking to loud or something so the library person had a hissy fit and started yelling at us but the funny thing was that like while she was yelling at us we all just randomly started laughing out asses off!  So you know that just ticked her off even more but then she singles me out and she was like what did you come here to do and i was like well i came here to lean and she was like well you didnt and i was like really? and how are you assuming that and she was like because you were just looking at your agenda the whole time and im like what! i dont even have an agenda i lost mine and she was like well then you were looking at someone elses and i was just like oh yeah ya caught me and then she just walked away lol it was great i really need to go there more often!  OH YEAH!  Garrett asked me out last night   So im really happy bout that.  Well im out.  MuCh LoVe XoXo

drank up all my alcohol,
this is not a free for all
I'll be there for you,
till my heart is black and blue
heaven is on the way,
you could feel the hate, but I guess you never will
I'm on a roll again and I want an end,
cause I feel you creeping in

what i've found in this town, I'm heading for a breakdown
what's that sound, your so loud I'm heading for a breakdown ~ breakdown by Breaking Benjamin

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Hey all well today started off just grand!  This mornin i had to wake up really fuckin early because i had to serve my detention from Rood.  Then once i got out i had to go straight to health to talk about how babies are born.  Then i went to Science with Ms.V aka. the bitch who is flunking me *hey that rymed lol* anyway that class was boring and pointless.  Then i was off to Rood! And you all should have known that i was just dieing to see her! Um not  grr im gonna kill her lol.  But yeah didnt really like that class either.  After that i went to Lit. and that class what boring as usual.  Then I was off to math which was boring as confusing as hell.  After math i had religion which was pretty fun just cause half of the time she was out of the room so we just did whatever we wanted.  Then finally my last and easiest class of the day computer apps. where all we did was print out paragraphs that we wrote last week and then we just screwed around.  But the bad thing about today was that i felt like shit basically the whole day.  And to understand why i felt like shit i have to tell you a little something about me.  Well the thing is if i dont get enough sleep, dont eat enough food, and if i am stressed about god knows what my body will basically shut down i may not act like it but what happens is i cant focus at all (like more than usual), i get side splitting stomache cramps, my head starts pounding, and i get lightheaded and eventually pass out.  But that wasnt the worst part, the worst part all started when i called my mom and told her that i didnt think that i could practice today and then she got all fucking pissed off at me and then told me that she wouldnt take me home.  So im like um ok so i guess i will just watch practice untill my dad gets here.  So i got up to coach and im like um i really hate to say this but i dont think that im gonna practice today, and he was like oh ok why not? And i was like well i dont feel good at all ! And then he was like well thats to bad and i was like yeah and then he was like well you do know that you didnt have to come to practice if you dont feel good and i was like yeah i know but my mom wouldnt take me home and so he was like well thats ok then you can just sit and watch.  So i sit and watch for a bit then i started feeling even more like shit so i call my dad and aksed him to come early and he did because he is just fucking awesome like that.  So i get home my mom tells my how i might not be a starter on varsity anymore and so that stresses me out and im just like blah! dont need this so i fixed myself some food went upstairs played a few songs on my guitar and watched a movie and now im here.  Yeah that is my interesting story for today.  Well im out. MuCh LoVe XoXo

*Oh yeah and to all my hayden soccer girls im sorry i didnt come to practice please forgive me  i just feel like shit*

You take
The breath you didn't make
What's left you did forsake
Lift me up my soul's so hollow
Lift me up my soul's so hollow
You can make me scream internally
You can make me breathe eternally ~ Hollow by Submersed

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DONT EAT LEAN POCKETS !!!!!!!!! GAAAAH!!!!!!

Ok this is the story why you dont eat lean pockets.......

Ok heres what happend my parents ate dinner like an hour before me so i had to fix my oun dinner.  So im looking for something to eat and i really couldnt find anything so i go and ask my dad what i should eat and he says that i should have a lean pocket and im thinkin what the hell is a lean pocket?  So he opens the freezer and pulls out this lil box and hes like put this in the microwave and then eat it its good.  So i do what he said and then i cut a piece off took a bite and started gagging! because it tasted so terrible!!  Then i yelled at my dad for making me eat such a yucky thinger and then i threw it at him. 

So children learn from my mistakes DO NOT EAT LEAN POCKETS!!!

well that is my lesson for today ..... love ya all xoxo

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